**PeOpLe PeOpLe PeOpLe**

`~nOsEy~`
I just hate her. She's so mean to my Mom and she's accusing my Mom of teaching us how to hate and fear our Dad. I mean, how freaking stupid is that? Who the hell wouldn't be upset if your Dad has another family already? And sometimes y0ou even feel worthless because he spends most of his time with them. Doesn't that hurt? Doesn't it make one mad and vulnerable? And sensitive. I really think she should think hard before she says things because she just sounds stupid. And why does she have to be such a nosey person? She has her own problems and we have our own problems. I've hated her eversince. She expects us to ignore situations where my Dad brings his other family's car here to get cleaned. Damn her. I just wish she doesn't go through what we're going through because I don't think she can handle it. She treats me as if I'm her daughter. Well, I'm not. She does not have the right to tell me what to do and what not to do. She doesn't have the right to tell me not to be too sensitive. So what if I am? I'd never ask her to change, even if she should, so why should she ask me to change? I hate her so much. I don't ever want to see or talk to her. Stay away from us because we hate you.

`~BiTcH~`
The bitch that destroyed our family. My hatred for her will never go away. Even if my Dad "loves" her (*YUCK!*) I will never accept her. I hate the fact that she knew that my Dad had a family but still she went for him. And now they have a kid. I despise her because she wants nothing from my Dad but money. But he doesn't see that. I don't exactly know what he saw in her. She's not even pretty or sexy. She's so damn fugly. Seeing her makes me want to vommit. I'm disgusted by her. The mere image of her sleeping beside my dad and waking up beside him makes me weak. Maybe because he used to wake up beside me, my Mom, and my sister. All of us on one big bed. Yes, it hurts so much. No other pain could top this. Of all the people in the world in had to happen to us. How stupid. How unfair. Burn in hell, Bitch!

`~StRoNgEsT pErSoN iN tHe wOrLd~`
My Mom. She's the strongest person ever. Imagine having all these problems and still having the strength to laugh and spend time with us. Even if she's smiling I know she's depressed and really sad inside. Maybe i could tell because she's my mother. Somehow I, too, am like that. I may smile all the time but deep inside I'm dying. I know it sounds dramatic but that's how I really feel. I love my Mom whether we have money or not. Money will never define my relationship with people. I'm just not like that. Don't give up, Ma.

`~mY sTrEnGtH~`
Sean. He's the only one I could really talk to lately. He comforts me all the time and he really understands me. I'm so glad we have each other. It's so amazing how he listens to all the bullshit that comes out of my mouth. And he doesn't even complain about it. If not for him, I could have killed myself a long time ago. He helps me solve my problems and understand why things are happening. Sometimes I wonder why he puts up with me, though. I've been complaining about problems for the past year and he's still here with me. Things may be so much harder now since we don't see each other everyday, but he still loves me and supports me with all my decisions. So unbelievable. Thank you so much, Baby. Love you!

~Life's a joke.~

~`-bLiSs-`~

Today was quite interesting because I learned a lot of stuff. I'm not quite in the mood to blog right now but I guess I have to. Oh well, I guess all in all today was pretty okay.

Mr. Santos made us read a story entitled "Faith, Love, Time and Dr. Lazaro". We discussed the story last Wednesday and today and I really learned a lot. The story had lots of symbolisms and hidden meanings so we really had to read between the lines. I really enjoyed finding out the meanings, though. I don't want to live the life of Dr. Lazaro because it seemed so sad and dull. And he didn't believe in God anymore since he is a "man of science". Bull.

Anyway, I went back to the south today. I went straight to Southville from Ateneo and I brought pasalubong for Bez and Pierre and Seany. I bought doughnuts from Cello's for them since they liked eating it. When I arrived Southville, they ate some doughnuts then we went to Flaming Wings because we (Bez, Pierre, Sean and I) were all hungry. Flaming Wings' buffalo wings ROCK! So yummy! Too bad their dips suck. Yuck! Their blue cheese dressing is like mayonnaise with water. Eww! Anyhoo, after that we went back to Southville, talked for a while, then I went home. And here I am now, blogging away. *heheheh*

*Sigh* I miss my Seany so much. Can't wait to be with him again tomorrow! I really want to watch D' Anothers and Wedding Crashers! Movie marathon!!! It's gotta end here. Byerz!

~Ignorance is bliss.~

~`FuN`~

So much fun! Bez, Pierre, Sean, Tisha, and Ian slept in my condo! Yey! *Heeheeh*

~Farewell Tisha. Take Care.~

`~^i HaTe iT^~`

Today, our Math teacher gave us our test results of the long exam. I got 33/100, an F. It was funny at first because I got such a low score, but as the day ended it really pissed me off. Only 10 of us passed so it shouldn't really be a big deal. I just can't help thinking that I got 2 failing scores already within my 1 month stay here in Ateneo. I feel so dumb.

On the other hand, it's Friday tomorrow! Yey! I get to see Sean and my friends from the south! Woohoo! I'm so excited to see them! I just can't wait! I gotta go now because I have to read our Lit book. Ciao!

~Bittersweet.~

~`'>nUtHiN bUt nOrMaL<'`~

So today was quite dull and normal. Sometimes normal isn't really good. Oh yeah, I got 44/66 or 67% or a D in my Chemistry long exam. Yup. Sucks so much. It ruined my whole day. I just hate the fact that I could have gotten a higher score if I didn't erase my initial answers. Wahhh!!! I hate myself for doing that. Anyway, we had our first G.A. in AIESEC today. I learned so much stuff like what we're going to experience and learn during our stay in The Ateneo and in AIESEC. There were ambassadors from Netherlands during the LCOS and they taught us their version of the AIESEC ice breaker and their dance. So much fun! I think I'd really enjoy being a part of AIESEC. I'm looking forward to five years of being a part of it! *heeheeheeh* Well that's it for now. I gotta read Hulagpos and I gotta finish my PreLab. Sucks.

~Hey AIESEC! Yo Bitch!~

^~bOrEd~^

What a boring day. Didn't do much and everything was so dull. Can't wait till Friday. Finally the weekend is fast approaching. Thank God. Byerz.Ü

~So bored that it kills me.~

~*^>hApPiNeSs<^*~

Yey! Sean and I have been together for 1 year and 7 months as of today!Ü So happy!ÜÜÜ *heeheeh* Wow! Can't believe it's been that long already.Ü Everything's so perfect right now.Ü I had such a great day!Ü We got a free cut during Drafting so I had 3 hours to study for Chemistry. Anyway, after class I went back to the condo and waited for Ohh's call because she wanted to hang out either at Seattle's or Starbucks. I went to Seattle's at around 5:30 pm and I was with Ohh, Lea, Jerome, Carlo, and McJoe. I had such a blast with them! Such a funny group!Ü Can't wait to be with them again!Ü I also can't wait to see Sean...I miss him so much already...*sigh*

~To the world you may be one person but to one person you may be the world.~

~nOrMaL sUcKs~

I just arrived the condo and I'm so bored. I did practically nothing the whole day. This sucks so much. To add to the suckiness (if there is such a word) of this day, I still have to study for our Chemistry long test tomorrow. Goodbye for now.

~Fill this empty space before it defines me.~

~`gReAt DaY`~

Today was just fabulous. At first it was really boring and dull but by 4 pm everything was OK. Sean and I aren't fighting anymore! Woohoo! It's Cherry's birthday today and she had a party in her place about 7 hours ago. I went to ATC with Sean, Sophie, Bianca, Miguel and Vangie at around 5:30 pm. RR arrived at around 7:00 pm but Sean and I went inside themovie house already to reserve seats. RR, Sean, and I watched If Only while Bianca, Sophie, Miguel, and Vangie watched the car movie. Unfortunately I forgot the title of that movie. If Only was really nice and sweet. It's a movie that's perfect for couples. The movie ended at around 8:15 pm and then we bought a cake for Cherry. We went to Rustan's after to look at toys. I don't exactly know why, but I think we all enjoyed. RR, Sean, and I left at around 9 pm. We went to Cherry's house and stayed there until 12:30 am. I had a blast! So many people were there! People that I missed so much. Ian, Cherry, Kari, Geleen, Aiko, Suzette, Nicole S., Donna, Tisha, Twinkle, Ruth, Marina, Guseej, Josh, Bert, Mario, Jandriv, Ian Dev, Derby, McJoe, Jason, Jerome, Carlo B., Gelline, Arah, Raymund, Angela, Lea, Luijo, and other upperclass people were there. So much fun, I swear! I really hope I get to see them again soon! I guess we will see each other on Friday for Lea's birthday celebration. Oh well. This is by far the best day this week!

~Bliss.~

*^*BaDtRiP*^*

I just hate this day. Because of my parents, I wasn't able to attend the ONSS. I hate it! *arrgghh* And to top it all off Sean is mad at me. What a great day. I just hate this day so much! I really hope tomorrow will be better. Goodbye for now!

~UNFAIR.~

~`wOrSt..WoRsT..wOrSt`~

Waaaahhh!!! The Math test was like HELL! I hate it so much! I studied for two days for that exam and when I saw the questionnaire I blacked out. Damnit! Oh well, it's all done now. I really hope I pass that test. Anyway, I got my first A ever in The Ateneo! Woohoo! I got an A in Ballroom Dancing! I'm so happy! *taheeheeheeh* I'm so proud of myself! I know it's just P.E., but it still is an A. *heheheh* Can't wait to go back to the south to see my friends! *ONSS* yeah!!!

~The worst is over.~

**aNoThEr WeDnEsDaY**

This morning, Angela *OhHh* and I went to school at 9:30 am for our AIESEC interview. It went well but we both noticed that most of our answers were pretty much the same since we were interviewed at the same time. We were laughing the whole time! *taheeheeh* For some reason, I always have so much fun whenever I'm with Angela. Anyway, at the end of the interview we were asked to perform a task. We were told to choose between the following: 1) Promote AIESEC through a song or dance, 2) Do the First Day Funk dance for 40 seconds, and 3) Say Batman's line (I forgot what it was) in your most creative, colorful, and passionate way. I wanted to to the Batman thing but they cancelled it out so Angela and I decided to promote AIESEC through a song. We used the Southville Hymn and changed 'Southville' into AIESEC. It was hillarious! Yeah, so that was pretty much the highlight of my day. I'm having such a bad week already. I hate it so much!

~Hates it.~

~`^wEiRd^`~

Today was really weird. During our lunch break, Kristle, Ann, Carol, Bea, Cydelle, and I went to Chiggy's (or is it Chigy's?) to eat. On our way there it was So hot. I really was put in a bad mood because there weren't any free tables inside so we had to eat outside where it was so hot. I really wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone because I was so hot headed already, but I had to cheer up because I didn't want to seem moody and rude. So while we were eating, it started to rain. Which is so weird because it was really hot when we left school then it rained bigla. P.E. was kind of fun because we just practiced swing the whole period since we're going to have our first exam on Thursday. I guess that's it for now. I'm too lazy and tired to write stuff.

~When it rains, it pours!~

~*sO mAnY tHiNgS tO dO*~

I'm probably supposed to be doing my Math homework right now but I'm just too damn lazy to do it. I don't want to fail but sometimes I really don't understand the lessons. We'll have our first long test on Thursday and I have to study already! Waaahhh!!! Oh no.. I'm so freaking nervous right now.

Anyway, I had a pretty good day today. All the subjects were alright and the teachers didn't give assignments. There's just something about today that separates it from all the other days. I guess it's because we didn't do much today. Some of the classes were really boring but some were okay. I really had fun during Chemistry because our teacher performed a really cool experiment! I guess that's it for now. I have to do my Math homework pa.

~"Tell me what to do I don't know why I'm hopeless"~

~^*OnE ReaLLy BiG FiGhT*^~

I was supposed to get up at 7:00 am but since I slept so late, I ended up waking up at 9:00 am. I woke up my sister at around 9:15 am then I took a bath. We left the house at 10:15 am and we picked up Sean and Tisha near the Tirona Gate because they watched the game with us, too. I had the best time in the car because I got to cuddle up with Sean again. Anyway, we arrived at Araneta Coliseum at 11:15 am and we went straight to our seats. The Ateneo – La Salle Juniors game started at 12:00 pm and unfortunately Ateneo lost by four points. It was a nice game and as they say, “Win or lose, it’s the school we choose!” The next game was between AdU and NU at 2:00 pm. But everyone was waiting for the Ateneo – La Salle Seniors game. There was a program from 4:00 pm – 5:00 pm that advertised the new Ford Focus. The program was fun but we all couldn’t wait for the game to start. The game started at 5:00 pm and it was intense! I really don’t want to tell you the details because it all comes down to one thing: Ateneo had its first loss (by 18 points) of the season. It was really devastating but I still enjoyed the whole day.

We left the Big Dome at around 07:15 pm and then they brought me to my condo. They all bought dinner first then ate here. I’m really glad that Sean got to see my condo unit because I’ve wanted him to see it since day one. They left my unit at around 8:40 pm. It was really sad after that – even until now. I miss him so badly already. *sigh*

~One Big Fight! Go Ateneo! Win or lose it’s the school we choose!~

***18***I love you Seany!!!***18***

|'`~*nOnDeScRiPt*~`'|

I got up at 10:00 am today because my sister’s friends were on their way to our house and because I had to attend the LSGO workshop which was scheduled form 1:00 pm – 5:00 pm. The workshop was fun and it helped me learn more facts about myself. I honestly expected it to be boring and useless because I was informed that the results were not accurate. I was really surprised to find out that the results of the tests were very much accurate. Yeah, the workshop was fun. We finished early so I got home early, too. When I got home at around 5:30 pm, my sister’s friends were still there. I was really hungry so I ate late lunch and then I went to ATC with my sister, some of her friends, and my boyfriend, Sean.

We arrived at town at around 7:00 pm and Sean was still on his way there so my sister and her friends decided to go to i-Pose to have their picture taken. I had so much fun with them because they were arranging props for their poses, it was so funny! Sean arrived at around 7:30 pm so I went with him and my sister and her friends went around the mall first. I met up with my friends at San Mig because they invited Sean and I to eat with them. We finished eating at around 9:10 pm so I met up with my sister and her friends again because we needed to bring them home. Sean went with us because he lived near one of my sister’s friend’s house. The ride home was just perfect. Sean was hugging me the whole time and it was just so sweet. I didn’t want the night to end yet.

So all in all, I had a really great day. Didn’t turn out to be what I expected, but it was so much better. Woohoo! We’re going to watch the Ateneo – La Salle game tomorrow!

~Expect the unexpected.~

Perfect (pûrfkt)
adj.
Excellent and delightful in all aspects.

Everything was just so perfect today! I just love the way life works right now. So I woke up at around 9:45 am and to my surprise my sister wasn't on her bed already. It then hit me that she had to go to school today since it's a Friday. I probably stood up at 12:00 noon and at 12:05 my mom treated my hair with hotoil or cellophane. I was initially scheduled to go to, my friend, Tisha's birthday lunch at 11:30 am but I was too lazy to leave. So i ended up playing games on my laptop till 1:00 pm and then I took a bath at 1:10 pm. I left the house right after i fixed up then went to the car shop because my dad was there and I asked for baon. Anyway, I arrived at Tisha's house at 2:00 pm then we watched Spongebob Squarepants The Movie. We had so much fun!

We went to Southville International School and Colleges to pick up a few of our friends and to visit our batchmates. From there, we went to Alabang Town Center. We were supposed to watch Fantastic Four but most of our friends arrived late, so we ended up bonding with each other. Tisha wanted to watch the 8:00 pm show but the tickets were sold out. We decided to just go to one person's house then watch a DVD. Well, we decided to watch Shutter at my house so we all went here. They were here from 9:15 pm until 1:00 am. I had so much fun with all of them! It was really nice to be with my bestfriend and my boyfriend again. I'm so glad that Kari and I got to patch things up already.

~Today couldn't be more perfect.~