~`wHy CaN't I bE pErFeCt?`~

If i have to be perfect for him to accept me, then I would try my best to be perfect. What he said is right. That I don't think before I act. And not thinking before acting make him mad at me. It makes us fight, and I hate fighting with people, especially with him. It makes me weak inside whenever I would have a fight with him. I just wish I would be perfect for him. It hurts so much when you realize that the one you love can't forgive and accept you. That you can't give him what he needs. Maybe I deserve this. Maybe I don't deserve to be happy anymore. It's just that I don't want things between us to end because I really love him so much and I don't think I could let go.

~Never enough.~